| ..anymore. "I'll make you wish you hadn't burned our time before I'll live through this in a manner cursed at my own accord" - Coheed and Cambria, Apollo I: The Writing Writer HavenWolf "Cross" UnderFire (c) Me |
Webcam
Fave News
- 140 Help Me Realize a Dream! - Oct 10, 2009
- 125 Therians/Otherkin; misconceptions and the truth - Aug 16, 2009
Friends
Watchers
WAHAHA! 
Sentimental
Mr. Garcia, I'm sorry I hardly do my work in class, but thank you for never getting mad at me.
Liz, for being the most amazing person I know in this world. Words cannot express.deviantID
| I will tell my real name only to close friends, but it's a dream to one day truly be known as Roxanne De Vira. But of course you can call me by any other name I've got: Jackal, Roxy, Haven, HavenWolf, Windchaser, Brighteyes, Bramblefoot, Bright Darkness, Leafcat, UnderFire, Cross, BlackHeart, etc. Though I haven't written anything in several years, I still identify myself primarily as a fantasy and fanfiction writer. Roleplaying, with the help of my exceptional grammar, helped to make my writing come more easily, and without violating certain rules I used to break in writing. Unfortunately, I spent too much time roleplaying and not enough time writing, and my smooth writing skills deteriorated. I am presently trying to regain all that has been lost. I am also, I suppose, an artist. I don't really consider myself one because most of what I draw isn't very structured, and I don't focus on art. It's more of a satisfying hobby, really. I draw mainly wolves, as they're all I really know. My dreams, thanks to the influence of One Piece, are my most cherished treasures, and have kept me from wandering too far into dark places when my life takes a turn for the worst. I'm never sure which dream was born of reasonable thinking, so assume I'm serious when I say this. In early junior high, I wanted to rule the world, back when my biggest issues in life were whether dragons really existed or not. After a stinging betrayal by a good friend, I threw this dream aside and took up an interest in falconry, the art of training birds of prey to hunt for sport. That dream persisted, and still nags at me, but ultimately fell through the cracks while watching Jurassic Park III with my father. It was there that my passion for dinosaurs asserted itself, and remains to this day. Unfortunately, more pressing issues have urged me to put aside ancient history and focus on the present, and the future. The global climate change has led me to care more deeply for the earth, and the fate of species I love. Despite my fear of and inability to deal with the "real world," I am trying to do my part while I'm still alive. Yes, what I say, think, feel, and believe are all contradictory, but hey, I never said I was consistent. I'm a peacekeeper, but my views are highly warlike. I tell myself to live in the present, but let's face it, if your religious beliefs were as vague and confused as mine, you'd be wary of 2012, too. And I'm practically suffocating in my past, but present conditions and future hopes have always saved me. I am a liberal, Democratic greenie. I support the right to stand out and question authority. I support not fighting international wars. I support not starting wars to begin with. But if someone starts something, you finish it. You finish it with speed, and you finish it with power. And I support humility. Be a human, but be aware that yes, you are as much an animal as a cat or a dog. Don't be selfish and think of your convenience. Think of how your "little things" are going to kill you in the end. If you don't care for "lowly animals," care for how it's gonna come back and bite you in the ass. I'm a procrastinator. Haven't always been, but will likely always be. It's not a phase, but it can be dealt with. I used to take a day off from school once a week, and it's done wonders for my health. I've come to value "sanity over success," so if too much work means an all-nighter and a short fuse, forget it, check please, I'm out of here. Have had three fairly short but intense relationships, all of which I ended for selfish reasons. Am now bisexual, and very open to opportunities to meet someone who won't just be a passing fancy, but who also won't get tired of me and my turbulent life. No real kids of my own, but a new friend has challenged me to imagine my own family. But if you know me, you won't question why nine of those thirteen lovechildren are malamute puppies and another is my godson, a wolf cub. Adore my cousins' kids, especially Alyssa and Ernest, Jr. Live in my own little world. Don't be surprised if you ask what's wrong with me and I tell you, "Everything," with a smile. Believe me, don't, it doesn't matter, it's my psyche. Joke about karma, but I've always accepted the "shit happens" explanation. You don't have to be a criminal to get hit by a car, and being rich is not the reason your little boy has cancer. I know how environmentally harmful it is, but yes, I've said I contradict myself. I love NASCAR because I used to watch it with my Dad all the time. 'Hey, Dad, who won?' 'Jimmie Johnson.' 'And Gordon?' 'Second place.' 'Ugh, again?' But we love him through it all. Kind of into football, if I'm watching it with my family. Chose to support my Dad's team just before the Super Bowl, and boy, was my uncle amazed. MY team kicked ass, and Polamalu is a motherfucking beast. Like a modern-day Roranoa Zoro. PROCRASTINATORS UNITE!! Tomorrow. |
Devious Info
- Current Residence: Reshnia, Land of the Living(specifically, Chatsworth, SoCal, US of A)
- deviantWEAR sizing preference: XXL
- Interests: Writing, drawing, photography, singing, nature, dinosaurs, wildlife, etc.
- Favourite movie: The Day After Tomorrow and Jurassic Park 1-3
- Favourite band or musician: Coheed and Cambria
- Favourite genre of music: Alternative
- Favourite artist: Check Watchlist
- Favourite poet or writer: Writer(s): me, Bleach99
- Favourite photographer: tiffanyanddave
- Favourite style of art: Casual, Nature
- Operating System: The Pinky, the Pinky and the Brain, Brain, Brain, Brain, Brain, Brain, Brain, Brain, Brain!
- MP3 player of choice: iPod nano
- Shell of choice: The kind where you can hear da ocean~
- Wallpaper of choice: Greeeeen!~
- Skin of choice: Mine? Wtf
- Favourite game: Pokemon, The Legend of Spyro, The World Ends With You
- Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo DS
- Favourite cartoon character: Zuko of Avatar: The Last Airbender
- Personal Quote: "Live well and to the point, 'cause it's all in good fun."
- Tools of the Trade: Mechanical pencil
- Email: lady-black-jackal@hotmail.com
- MSN: lady-black-jackal@hotmail.com
Journal History
- Nov 26, 2009 WAHAHA!
- Nov 23, 2009 *shiver*
- Nov 23, 2009 Such a black-hearted fool..
- Nov 20, 2009 Let your rabbit go run.
- Nov 18, 2009 Beans, beans, the musical fruit~
- Nov 14, 2009 *hugs self*
- Nov 12, 2009 OH GOD NO PLEASE.
- Nov 9, 2009 Blaghden.
- Nov 9, 2009 Freedom From Darkness
- Nov 9, 2009 Uhh.. *headache*
- Oct 29, 2009 I'm sorry, angel.
- Oct 23, 2009 COOOORN SNAAAAAAAKKKKEEEEE AAAADFDFHHF
- Oct 19, 2009 UHM...... JAM?! OwO
- Oct 13, 2009 Memeeee~
- Oct 12, 2009 Spread the Word, Help A Guy Achieve His Dream
- Oct 11, 2009 New Beginnings
- Oct 9, 2009 No Relaxation Without Confrontation
- Sep 27, 2009 Aaaand- GO!!
- Sep 25, 2009 Could It Be Worse?
- Sep 24, 2009 Senior Quotes?
deviantART Community Board
Comments
Site Map
©2009 deviantART. All rights reserved
--
,___,
(O,O)
/)__)
""
Icon by ~okabe
8"D
--
Hey!!! You should click here-----> [link]
90% of teens today would die if Myspace had a system failure and was completely destroyed.If you are one of the 10% that would be laughing, copy and paste this to your signature.
--
Those that blindly follow are the true dogs..
I am a soldier.
haha i love the wolf on the featured! 8D
--
Those that blindly follow are the true dogs..
I am a soldier.
Previous Page12345...Next Page